11th days without baby:( ~ Today i wake up about 12+ again haiz.. it was like so bored and lonely without you:( i was so upset when i saw ur photo on ur blog haiz.. you seem to have alot of fun rite? but i just dunno y u last time said u cannot stay out so late but when u with him is so diff when the time we together:(( why?!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hoping to find out some answer haiz.. so stress everyday how to overcome it?? You think i dun wan to forget but it just so dam hard and everyone told me it need time but during this period of time do you noe it really hurt me so much:(( haiz.. dear take care!! I love you:(